Mimosa, Mimosa

"My thoughts are stars I cannot fathom into constellations"

My fairae queen

My fairae queen

— 2 days ago
Last Post this semester

Nothing last forever - friendships come and go, but the only way they preserve is if they are in sync in the same direction.

I still believe :)

— 6 days ago with 1 note
Seriously going to block almost everyone in real life’s tumblr except the people I okayed to follow me.

ktzas:

I’m sick of people I know following me without discussing it with me first/finding my tumblr somehow. 

Just no. Even if I love you to death and you’re one of my best friends, I most likely don’t want you to follow me and read my posts. The friends who do follow me, I only let them follow me because they have/had their own struggles that are similar to mine.

It makes me uncomfy when people find my page… I don’t quite understand how they do, but they do and I’m not okay with it.

— 6 days ago with 12 notes

To love someone who is in love with someone else. LOL.

— 3 weeks ago
關於尊嚴


面子別人送, 架自己丟

傲氣和傲骨不同

傲氣可以聞到
骨卻是心看到的

但做人可以有傲骨但不能有傲氣

— 4 weeks ago with 1 note

做女人有時往往意味著放棄做人的權力。在這種矛盾面前,女人試圖找一條解脫的途徑,她們結婚、生育,她們想通過家庭來確認個人的地位,但恰恰相反,反而愈加落入了陷阱。’家庭’的概念在一些婦女心理認為這就是她們的’上帝’。
但是由於我們整個社會還未徹底擺脫強烈的父權意識,儘管女作家在真誠地張揚女性的能力,但終歸無法逃脫男性社會給整個中國人在潛意識中留下的陰影。因此,王安憶也無法逃出這個社會的製約。

她目前作主體完全是傾向於女性的,她開始意識到了婦女自身價值的可貴,首先要做個真正的人,然後才是女人。她對自​​身人格力量的認識是深刻的,對女性自我形象認識也是清楚的。再也不像以往那樣猶豫徬徨,把女人看作是男人的附庸,女人要想得到真正的解放,​​首先要自己承認自己,在這一點看來,王安憶真正發現了並親身體驗了人的生命存在的本質意義。

— 4 weeks ago

极度自恋的人好比是亲密关系里的吸血鬼,吸干你身体里所有的血液,一滴不剩。他摧毁了你,你还以为他是真的在乎你,而事实上,他不过是利用你,从你那里索取他的所需。他对你没有任何情感上的回报。因为他非常害怕被你发现他内心的虚弱和伤口,一旦你很紧密地靠近他,他会感到抓狂和恐慌,从而上演消失和撤退的戏码。

他才不会回复你的电话,而且这一过程中,他还会让你觉得你才是搅黄这件事的罪魁祸首,让你感到内心愧疚,进而曲解你想进一步与他灵魂交流的意图。自恋者从不认为自己会犯错……因为,他们认为自己是神。在他看来,你永远都是错的。

— 4 weeks ago
_______Serenade: 摘。《仲夏夜之梦》 →

kikiyiting:

Women, dazzling diamonds and glittering jewellery… 
have won your illusory majesty
But what’s left around you is only snobbish poison, the odour of arrogance and alluring but fatal fragrance…
Women, when you once again salut wealth,hail fame and extol power,
Please do not ask about the thrush...

— 4 weeks ago with 1 note

Confession: sometimes I get jealous of people who clearly are submerge and experts of life, understand the jeopardies and darksides of human conditions whereas as a greenhouse flower, constantly under the scrutinization of father and family friends is trained and made taking surface value as a habit. The dark hole within your heart - that hallowness.   Something to be ashamed of. 

I guess sometimes I forgot the first reason I wanted to have my grades sorted was because I want my mind sorted. So I could be someone that is able to be close with anyone at the first place. Sometimes I wish I was normal. But maybe I don’t.

— 1 month ago with 1 note
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